With an Audience

In 2011 when I started this blog, I naively thought we would (eventually) find success with the IVF process. What I didn’t understand at the onset is that it is hard to repeatedly fail in front of an audience.

It is now 2 years later and we have nothing to show for our infertility efforts. Our lives have been on hold. We’ve been staying at jobs we don’t enjoy. We’ve spent all the money we saved on infertility treatments. And we have no baby.

I don’t know if I will use this space anymore. There really is no forward for us. We have very little confidence that we will be parents. There are too many obstacles and short of winning the lottery we cannot overcome them.

I’d like to say thank you to those of you who have reached out to me recently. I wish nothing but the best of luck to you all in your infertility journeys.